In probably the smartest thing she’s ever done, “Teen Mom 2” star Farrah Abraham has come out saying her sex tape, “Farrah Superstar: Back Door Teen Mom”, ruined her life.

The pseudo-celebrity was once proud of her sex tape, which she attempted to pass off as a leaked tape before she later admitted she was paid to appear in the video with adult film star James Deen.  But now the 22-year-old says she regrets appearing in the video, telling In Touch magazine,

It made it hard to have friends and a private life and to trust family, who I feel use me for money.  If I went back in time, I would not have done it. The sex tape ruined my life.

Knowing my sex tape was out there for everyone in the world to see ... was overwhelming.  I wanted to hide my face and not go out or pick up my phone.

Abraham’s family reportedly warned her about participating in porn, saying it would send a poor message to her 4-year-old daughter Sophie.  Abraham was set to appear on VH1’s “Couple’s Therapy” with her 31-year-old boyfriend, DJ Brian Dawe, but Dawe bowed out at the last minute, but Abraham attended the therapy solo,

Therapy helped me understand I can’t continue experiencing life [the way I had been], that I’m more special than sex tapes.  Hearing others tell me my worth is [all based on] my body. ... I’m stronger than that.